feeling sad
idk but maybe i should go somewhere far away from here
it makes me feel like i can't breath
finally realized that she dont like me watching vtuber all the day
but what should i do instaed?she said the things i can do is not just study , but i don't think other things is safe , like the years i have had , only when i studying , i won't be educated.maybe she's right , but i have listened her words for a long long time , i don't wanna do that anymore.
at lease not now
maybe just a kid's mind, thinking that i can escape